Ever think back about certain action that makes you wonder whether did you make the right decision and is there a better alternative way?
Few years back, I made a decision, one that made me sacrifice something very precious to bring joy to one of my best friend, but at the same time, I did cause some misery to another.
I don't know exactly why I decided to do it that way then, perhaps I just wanted to do something good, something altruistic, perhaps?
However, when I think back now, I can't help but to think about the thing that I lost in return for that act of kindness which my friend never really do know about or understand anyway.
Is there really the need for that decision, is there a 'better' way?
Is it really worthwhile for my altruism? I've lost something to gain nothing..
I really don't understand why am I thinking all this right now, it's all too late anyway.
But what if I'm faced with similar situation in the future? Will I still make similar decisions, ones that will make me wonder if that act of kindness that makes a hole in me be worthwhile?
Maybe I really need to learn how to be the devil sometimes.. ;p
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