Thanks 4 finding back my motivation....

Been sick for the past few days partly due to the terrible weather here... it just kept raining and raining... i was caught once in the rain and there i was in my bed, down with fever, flu , headache and cough. I slept a lot in my hostel these few days, skipped lectures and PBls... didn't have the chance to go online also. So, i didn't noticed the comments till now...
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Wow... i feel so touched when i saw the comments for my previous post. It's true we will feel exhausted at some point of our lives and especially so when we are in medical line where there's just so many things that need to be done and it's neverending story... only when we sometimes reflect on what we are doing, for what purpose, can we stay on track towards our destinations.

Now that i have my motivation back, i'll just have to keep it close to me so that it won't go lost again...

Well, many thanks for the comments again!!!

Reflection of the future

These few days have been such a hectic period for me. It's as if suddenly, all the projects need my attention these few days. I felt so so so tired yet cannot afford to rest.

Firstly, it's the TITAS exam: TITAS stands for Tamaddun Islam & Tamaddun Asia which i haven't been attending lectures. it's all about last minute study! Okay, this is my fault lar... I admit.
Then, it's my clinical presentation where i have to go hospital to clerk a case, prepare my datas & present it to Dr. in 1 days time! Why? Because of the TITAS exam, i have no extra time to clerk case & have to do it after the exam.
Thirdly it's my CNY Deco duty which is starting tomorrow & i really need to prepare a lot of stuff...
Fourthly, it's the CNY drum team where i help my friend to work out the sequence
Also, i am involve in drum performance on 27 Nov & i have practice sessions now & then
Sixthly (is there such a thing as sixthly? this is the 1st time i am using this term!?!), i have to start settle my Wushu Club secretary stuff which i am planning to postpone, again...
Then, my weekly PBL homework....

So, in the end, i barely have time to sleep!!! Some more i am down with this wisdom tooth pain!!! (ARRRRHHHHH)

If this goes on, i am afraid i'll go crazy just like Mariah Carey!!!

This really made me think, is this will be my future? Always occupied by these things and maybe more; leading a hectic lifestyle of a typical doctor? Leaving me no time for personal leisure e.g. sleeping (my favourite), read novels, just idling around doing nothing (yup, thats what i like to do)

Seriously, i am beginning to have second thoughts about becoming a doctor... my motivation had gone down lately & i know it's very dangerous indeed...

Swollen face...

Aiyoh... just came back to campus for 1 day only, suddenly my left face become swollen due to 1 tiny little wisdom tooth(3rd molar)!!!
Fancy how a little thing can cause a huge change leaving me with only pain and anguish...
Should really go see the dentist, maybe have it extracted!!! But then, i will have no wisdom left!?! (Ha.. Ha.. just a joke lar)

A Happy & Tired Day!!!

Well, it's been a week since my holiday started and today i am really glad because i got to meet one of my good friends in Singapore... it's been a long time since we met.
Actually we didn't plan thoroughly so we spent half the day waiting for each other...
the story goes like this...

I went to Singapore in the morning with 2 of my friends. At 1st, we planned to meet that friend in Singapore at Ngee Ann City but then we got hungry & find food (well, for us, hunger is a feeling that cannot be allowed to linger long!!!) so we went to find food in Suntec City. I did sent 2 SMSs to him but i don't think he managed to received them (must be the darn international roaming system that i am not used to, ya... i am to blame also lar...) anyway, at that time, i haven't realized yet...
1 hour past yet no signs of him anywhere, so i tried calling using handphone but apparently my call was barred!?! Luckily my friend contact me (he also puzzled why we haven't meet him at designated place) So we window shopped a while & got really tired of walking... (can't truly understand why some people can shop the whole day with such enthusiasm, ('-')?? )
So we proceed to McDonalds for ice-cream! Finally our special character of this blog, my friend KP arrived!!!! (psst... KP sorry ler made you come all the way from your hostel but it's worth it, rite?!?)
Then we walk & talk & shop some more until dinner time. It's the 1st time i am eating a buffet dinner at Singapore and i like the atmosphere a lot and the food is nice too...
Ahh... a perfect evening!

Got back home quite early too & after a bath, my whole body starts to feel the weariness... so i guess it will be an early night's rest for me tonight... Good Nite!!!


-Happiness grows when shared with others-