Thursday, September 20

I am turning into 1 of the 7 Dwarves..!

Zzz.. Zzz.. Yup, i think i am becoming Sleepy..!

These few days i felt abnormally sleepy throughtout the days for i-don't-know-what reasons.. I've had my usual dose of sleep but still i would doze off at the most inappropriate hours and sometimes really unable to concentrate on my tasks.. i can just doze off to Dreamland during lectures, seminars, discussions, tutorials, even in the library when i was studying.. just give me a seat and i can just doze off before you can count to three ten hundred..!

At times, would felt my eyes were very dry & red (just like when you had just woken up from an hour sleep after deprived of sleep for 24 hours).. definitely not a good feeling..

maybe I've been infected with a 'Sleeping Disease'..

Saturday, September 15

Fragile..

Spent the whole day in neonatal intensive care unit..
Saw how fragile we humans are, truly..
Those innocent little eyes looking straight into yours, bringing you into their helplessness world..
They cried in agony yet without any audible sound as a plastic tube was placed into their mouth without which they couldn't breath..
The wires here and wires there, my heart would miss a beat everytime the alarm sounds, the measurement of life is just by the continuous lines and numbers on the screen..
Unlike those Johnson's and Johnson's baby who's just so healthy and chubby,
those infants were without any fat and the skin so dry and wrinkled..
Unlike those babies who can go home with their parents and enjoying every moments of their parent's love, the babies in the ward could only have a few hours of the comforting hours
For the rest of the time, they are cared for by their 2nd parents: the nurses and the doctors..

Life is fragile.. yet that's the reason why life is precious.. treasure it well..!